We’ve all felt that feeling, the feeling of being lost, alone and very afraid of what comes next. Who will be there for you when you look up again? Who will hold your hand through all your painful days? Yes, we’ve all felt alone before and I guess this is my time to wait.
We’ve all felt like we don’t have a friend in the world, like there’s not a single person who understands you. We’ve all felt that ache in our hearts when we timidly open up to someone new but get shot, as if the person was aiming straight for our heart. Yes, we’ve all felt that pain before, I guess this is my time to feel it down deep to my core.
We’ve all felt the silence after a lot of talk. We’ve all felt the disturbance come after waking from a dream, when you wish you could go back to sleep because your dream is so much better than your reality. We’ve all felt this before and I guess this is my time to feel the silence and the noise it creates deep inside my soul.
We’ve all felt the absence of someone we love, as they go away and leave us to live on. We’ve all felt the need for a friend to comfort us in the most depressed of times but just didn’t know how to ask the question “hey, will you take my hand, and help me to find what has been missing from my life?” We’ve all felt that little tiny pinch as we realize yet again, we are losing someone we thought was our friend.
Yes, we’ve all felt the pain that life can bring and I guess its just part of living. If we never felt this indescribable pain, we would never have the opportunity to revel in the joys, hopes and laughter of those true people who always come at the very last second to turn our world around. They are angels in the night, angles who breed light. Angels who make us realize that all is not lost and the true always comes to light.
Yes, we’ve all felt some sort of pain, but isn’t it worth it for all the joy it inevitably brings?
Debbie A. DeVita © Copyright 2013